Yo.
After half a year I'm still here
In my room,
In the gloom,
With the lights all out
My computer lags as i type
The letters appearing just a second to slow
So I don't know when i make a dumb mistake

I break up the stagnemt filth
Thats biult up on my profile since the last time I touched it
The rust that creeps into the corners of this page, since May 11th 2008.

Past 7 months
I've been on stage
I've been to a new city
I've walked a new line between little girl and sexy lady
I've
Seen some things that I never dreamt to see
And I've
Had some uncomfortable eyes on me
But I've learned allot and grown allot
And know allot I never new before
I swore I'd never do some things
But now I'm glad I did because
I've rid myself of innocent unnecessary notions
My devotion to some "principals" I better off without

And I've been at school,
Uncool that I'm not learning jackshit
In that pit of adolecent drama
I'm so done with the petty fights
The bitter goodnights in a cyber conversation
I want the real deal
The mature conversation
Confronation
How dare you go behind my back
And talk smack about me to our mutual friends
When you know in the end I'm going to hear it.

Past 7 months
I know I've fucked up
I know things have gone askew
Not at all the way I planned to do them
But its good,
I've seen the light
And now I'm trying to uncrease the wrinkles in my life
Set things right
So at least, it's getting better

After 7 months,
It see it.

Next 7 months,
It's all gonna change.








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WOW that felt good. I love free writing
I just kind of let myself go on that one *she types to herself*
How relaxing.